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So, I had mixed feelings after finishing this book. Firstly, because I like this book for some reasons. But then again, there were issues with the writing throughout the story. And I couldn't bash the author (being a good person I never do that *angel face*) for writing in such a away because I could clearly see her talents behind those mistakes.
From the beginning this book is really interesting and very intriguing. It starts off really well. Lizzie and Angie are two friends. The story opens to let us know through Angie that Lizzie had committed suicide after being bullied at school. The way the story opens with a very good plot and sub plots. Bullying is a serious issue and Chelsea Pitcher is wise to address the kind of bullying found here. Also, as a mystery novel, the story is a full-on five. The suspense and mystery element is well built and maintained throughout the story. I was wondering throughout the whole novel about Lizzie. But for me the only issues were the writing style and the characters.
The writing was never fluid. In some places I had to struggle to keep up. Often the narration became to boring to keep up with, even stagnant.In addition to that, some of the characters seemed devoid of proper or any reaction at all. Angie's best friend had cheated on her with her boyfriend, but I never felt her showing the type of anger or hurt or pain. She seems to go on a more philosophical route. None of her feelings, at least to me, never felt like real, rather forced. She doesn't exhibit a high-school girl traits dealing with this kind of a situation. I know it's hard to draw a successful character, specially if it's a high school girl or a guy, because that is an age of inconsistency itself (doesn't trying to sound like a granny or anything, just my own experience ;))
Even the character Lizzie, who is dead by the time we see her, suffers from the lack of character. The sensitive part I get, but from the description, she never appears as a high school girl either. Specially her journal entries; my ten years old cousin writes better than that. I get it, that I'm supposed to feel sorry for her, as the author may have wanted, and I did. Up until a point, I really felt sad for her...and then she started appearing as an immature sissy feeble heart (and I don't really admire girls who break down in problematic situations like that), and though I'd have loved to feel sympathy for her, I couldn't.
Moving on to the guys, in the whole novel, the only guy that was worth my attention was Jesse. The whole idea of a cross-dressing cute high school guy who may or may not be gay was quite unique and I loved it. He is the only one, to a very little yet satisfactory extent, the only person who is able to provide the right emotions at the right times, almost. But similar to other two, I just wish there was more finesse to his character.
The book, no doubt at all, has a great message to convey. Bullying and practically branding a girl with the 'S word' is not as simple to deal with as it may seem. It focuses on the point all over again that no matter if a girl is the culprit or the victim, most often then not, she'll be the only one to face the unpleasant consequences, much like Hester Prynne from Hawthorne's The Scarlet Letter, while the boy involved can simply move on and have a pretty normal life. For me, it would have been a five on five star novel if the narrative was a little less choppy, and Angie and Lizzie were portrayed as real life high school girls.
Wishing everyone a wonderful 2014. I hope it's filled with health, happiness and awesome books.
Parajunkee is hosting the Vampire Challenge 2014. I like vampire books so I'm signing up, which you can do here.
THE RULES:
1-The Shifter Challenge runs from January 1, 2014 to December 31, 2014
2- The challenge is to read 10 books that have a VAMPIRE as a main, or supporting character
3- Books can be in any format and should be at least 100 pages. Short stories do not count. You can also post about rereads.
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5- Post your reviews on the Review Post: Click here to log your reviews!
Here is a list of the possible books I hope to read for the challenge.
~ The Eternity Cure
(will add more when I think of them)
Candice Salinas. Candy Sloane. Two totally different person. Or maybe not.
The story starts off with Candice, a pretty much normal girl leading a normal life, having normal academic and family issues. As she believed, her life was full of clichés. And in this cliché-full life; Candy seems to be her only escape to a moment of solace. It’s like Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde (except for the fact that here she isn’t any psycho). The two are totally different personalities, each needing the other somehow. Candice is more of a person who wants to be on the ‘safe side’ of things, her studies, scholarship, PhD, her career as a writer, proving her worth to her parents…and not opening up to the guy she may or may not have serious feelings for. She lives a life within her self made safety shell.
Candy is quite the opposite. She is feisty, naughty, open about her feelings (at least on the pages), dominating and confident with men. She is a thousand times more expressive when it comes to having fun, maybe because she does that through her writing. Being Candy, writing as Candy is something Candice truly enjoys. But for the sake of Candice’s better future, Candy is to remain under cover. No matter how famous she is, an erotic writer is definitely not something keeping her in the good books of her Professor, something she is badly in need of to prove herself right to her family. But for how long fame can be kept hidden? Specially I this area of technological boom?
Things are already complicated and messy for Candice in this situation. And as if the Candy part was not enough, she has to deal with her Professor, who she thinks she secretly has the hots for:
“I guess I have an ulterior motive,” Professor Dylan said apologetically. “I like the way your cheeks flush when you’re drinking.” My cheeks flushed alcohol-free.
Plus, there is the barista James, who Candice approaches with a great effort from her side, only to realize he is academically unavailable. Her past, her present all make it difficult for her to decide her future, decide what she really wants, or who she really wants…
Maybe I just didn’t want to come out and admit I was willing to risk my academic achievements for a guy who made me forget to breathe.
For Candice, I feel pure empathy for her. No, I’m not an erotica writer…but I’ve realized that dream and ambition can often be two different things in one’s life, and you will never deliberately want to give up one for the other. Candice likes Candy’s profession, her persona, but it is ‘harmful’ for her ambition, which is to make a place for herself Candice, as a conventional and established author. You’re torn between choices and real life situations; you are often left with no choice other than giving one up. I could really connect to Candice’s character which made the plot more appealing to me.
It was like there was two of me. The one who knew what she should do and the one who just wanted to be able to do whatever she wanted.
I really liked the character of James. He seems to be the only person, apart from Amanda, who is fine with either Candice or Candy, whoever it is. He seems to be able to look right through her, through the secret she’s never shared with anyone else.
“You do understand you have a split personality, right?” I did. Of course I did. I just couldn’t believe this guy I barely knew could see it so plainly. Maybe it was because he was the only guy who had seen and seemed to want both sides of me: the studious, serious Candice on the outside, the sultry, sex-kitten Candy on the inside”
Even when he comes to know about Candy, he doesn’t see a point why Candice is so freaked out about her secret being out. It is like the way Amanda says:
“No one can know. No one can ever know.” “You’re not a superhero.” She huffed.” You write erotic romance. Get a hold of yourself.”
Candice’s first attempts at trying to bring out the ‘Candy’ in her real life were really funny, specially when she was trying to hook up with James and again and again, the Candice keeps coming out:
“I whispered in a way I hoped was more Marilyn Monroe than creepy-ass serial killer.”
I pulled my back tight against the palm tree—the worst hiding place in the world unless you’re as tall and thin as a cattail.
So for a long time, she ignored her feelings then deciding to give up on it only physically, more like ‘no strings attached’ thing (which, I have a feeling, never works :p)
“I don’t want things to be weird between us.” He said. “Why would they be?” I said. Of course they are. I thought…. “We’re adults, like you said,” I replied. “We can act like adults.” It was what I said, but all I could think was, Bullshit. I don’t want to act like an adult.
She is seen constantly fighting over her genuine feelings for the guy, more than she is willing to admit. (After she referred to Channing Tatum, I think I may have grown feelings for James as well*blush*)
Keith vs James was like comparing a rock and Channing Tatum.
Plus, he’s romantic, in a cute way. How could I not love him?
He leaned in, kissed me lightly on the cheek, and whispered, “At least you’ll remember that tomorrow.”
Their effort to act normal, maintaining a pure academic relationship is really a fun to read. Every instance they started to act as friends or as teacher-student, things got peculiar.
“What is all this?” I asked. “Apples,” he said, like he was saying duh. “I see they are apples,” I said. “What are you doing with so many of them?” “Acting like we’re teacher and student,” he explained. He held out the bag. “I brought you an apple.” “You brought me an orchard,” I replied.
I think I may have quoted excessively in this review (is that a new thing though?) But seriously, once I start quoting, I never seem to be able to stop myself from overdoing it. To give it a balance, let me mention why I gave it a 4 stars.
I didn’t dislike anything in particular. I just expected a little more at some places. Like a logical explanation as to why Professor Dylan seems to be so smitten(!) with James would have helped, for starters. For me, the whole Professor- Candice face off thing could have been a little longer. I felt THAT ending was a bit abrupt. I don’t like a dragging climax but it seemed really short, the problem solved even before it was started. Other than that, it’s a complete entertainer.
On a totally different note:
Being forced to read Ulysses was basically like boring yourself to death very slowly; being forced to read Ulysses while being forced to sit in on Professor Dylan’s office hours was like boring yourself past death and into un-death.
Another reason I’m empathetic to Candice. I had to read Ulysses on my first year as an undergrad. I know exactly what it feels like to read that thing.
Okay, so those of you who like to read a book with romantic naughtiness and fun, I recommend giving it a try. I, personally, feel that we all have a little ‘Candy’ somewhere hidden within us (once more, not talking about the writer part), even if we don’t realize. That way, this book will make you feel connected to the character of Candice very easily and make it all the more worth reading.
Oh my goodness! I loved the book! I loved the cover, the characters AND the storyline. I’d like to mention that that I was not sure whether I should give it a 5 star or not. If you are up to reviewing, then this might have happened to you sometimes as well. Giving 4.5 stars seem unfair, and giving whole 5 means maybe giving away a little too much. I have a feeling that the book is in between a 4.5 and a 5. But obviously I can’t give it a weird and peculiar rating like 4.75 because that would make it look more like a mathematical issue and I don’t want that (math not being one of my favorites back in school or college) So yeah, I finally decided to stick to the sweet looking 5!
Rayna. This name. One of my most favorite names. I pronounced her name whenever I came across it in the story. A girl with such a pretty name, who appears (or at least tries to) to be normal to her class, to her friends. But her family knows what she is, or, more appropriately, they think they know.(they are SO wrong!)
Rayna is assumed to be mentally a little ill, only because she can see ‘things’, that her family, or the world in general believe don’t exist.
Angels-real ones-don’t exist. Maybe. Or not.
Her special sight not only causes her familial or any minor trouble, she is forced to go through treatment in order to continue herself that they really ‘don’t exist’. After coming to the city, and hoping for a new start, she realizes she may not have been cured at all…or is there something else, something bigger, something graver, that she herself is unaware of?
Angels don’t exist. They never had.Dr. G had made me see that during our therapy sessions. And yet, three months, twelve days, and fifteen hours after my release, there they were. Again.
Her continuous denial and the way her family treats her makes her doubt herself, causes her to lack the confidence she needs in herself. She doesn’t take her sight as a power, or a blessing, rather a sign of lunacy at times.
I belonged, well, I wasn’t sure where I belonged- maybe the loony bin- but my place sure as hell wasn’t with the angels.
Surprisingly, after one point, things seem to take a 360 degree turn. When she realizes that the sight she has is not a sign of lunacy but really something unique, almost like a power, it becomes a matter of life and death to her. Everything she’s related to seems to revolve around this.
I was beginning to learn it didn’t matter what I did, I couldn’t escape the crazy. It was part of me. It was who I was. My life now depended on being able to see the angels.
Entry of Cam, and shortly after that, of Kade (I think I’m in love with the name ‘Kade’) They are not, let’s say, not ‘human’ at all (so much for not giving away any spoilers:p) To be honest, Kade appeared more appealing to me at the first look compared to Cam. I’m not always a fan of ‘white’ things you see (black seems to be pretty cool, or hot, whatever) But the more you get to know him, you must admit he’s, at least to a bit, drool-worthy :D Though Rayna develops a weakness for Cam, jealous and all:
Why should I care what way Cassie looked at him? I didn’t even like him. Really, I didn’t…Right. It wasn’t Cassie’s Cassie’s fault. It was Cam’s. Because of that crooked thing he does with his lip when he’s concentrating too hard,
Great, now I was staring.
My vote goes for Kade a-l-l the way. Plus I like the cute fighting chemistry between Kade and Ray:
Footsteps clacked down the hall…Those cool, black feathers contoured to my skin. I stiffened…I splayed my hand…”So soft”, I pressed my cheek against them, rubbing it up and down.
He watched me and shook his head. “You’re so gone.”
“Don’t complain. Statistically, it’s the safest way to travel.”
Throughout the whole story, I was really feeling bad for Rayna. Poor girl…she doesn’t deserve the kind of treatment she gets from her family. I believe that one’s home or family is the only thing that can be a place of solace when things get messy. Instead, here her family itself seems to doubt about the state of her mind, her mental condition. She’s so terrified of the fact that she does not feel like sharing her unusual experience at the school and diner with her family. First she tries not to acknowledge the whole thing, just so that she can avoid being called crazy all over again, and then she just pretends to be normal in a way her family wants her to be. I think it’s really, really painful when you have to put up with ALL that all by yourself : ( I mean, she’s just a little girl! *imaginary hug*
Then there’s Az, but somehow I didn’t feel pissed at him that much, something I usually do for all the baddies. With Cam and Kade around, he seemed a little less ‘harmful’ :p I mean you have to be bad, really bad to be a successful villain right? (So that it’s easier for me to feel like strangling you) I guess he’ll grow a total kick-ass baddie in the next book (if it’s a continuation), but for the time being, let me enjoy him being in hell (literally!)
Okay, so the situation Rayna is given to face immediately after the last fight (or flight?) sequence, is very, very surprising. I myself haven’t expected it at all. I’m really looking forward to knowing what happens next and how she deals with this new ‘baggage’. Also, I’m really hoping Kade isn’t pretending to be something he’s not because that’ll break my heart into millions of pieces (I don’t care what happens to Rayna, she is confused and selfish :p) Oh and I love Rayna’s bond with Lee. He seems like a wonderful fellow. I’m strongly hoping he remains a wonderful fellow and doesn’t turn out to be a cupid-struck poor guy.
Overall it’s a wonderful, wonderful book. After finishing a book, I usually give it some time so that my excitement doesn’t affect my reviews. I did the same for this book. But trust me; the moment I took to reviewing, my excitement was as same as before. Starting from its cover (my never-ending cover greed) to the whole story till the end, it’s a complete treat! If you want to read something other than vampire-werewolf fantasy (no offense, I really love them), this is really, really, really going to be very refreshing.
““I don’t know how to do this, and I get hurt sometimes, and then I want to hurt you back and since I know your weak spots it’s really easy, but I honestly don’t think you’re a dumb jock, I think you’re one of the most intelligent people I know……and even though we fight, I don’t know, I still want to be with you even if we have to spend half our time trying to figure out what we’re doing—””
Everyone in this group has an important part to play; yours no less than anyone else's.
“When I see you look this good in your werewolf form, it makes me think that maybe there is room for monster-shaped models in the fashion world! I’m telling my mom tonight that I want to be a runway model!”
“If she can’t accept me for who I am, well, then she’ll just have to kill me, melt me down
with her caustic stomach juices and feed me to my little sisters!”
"I wonder if this is how people always get close: They heal each other's wounds; they repair the broken skin."